i was so looking forward to the big fat package supposedly deposited in my account by the end of the month.

got to noe just now dat it wont happen.

ceh!

cheat my feelings!

our feelings!

got us trainees so excited for nothing!

niwae i just made myself a huge cup of coffee,

cos i want to stay up n study for a test tmr which starts at frikking 0830 hours!

but noeing myself,

even if i were to drink 10 gallons of coffee,

when the eyes feels like shutting, it'll just shut.

so how?